Having 'LOST' my mind, as homeless Vietnam Combat Veteran 2000-2005, I pondered WHY, my ex-wife and I had Three children attempt suicide at ages,11,14, and 15??? 1994,95,2000??? Too many reasons to list here, but having been the Father of a daughter, INTERRUPTED? (twice)? I found this tune, creeping into my mind as I walked alone, homeless, and hopeless...(only the M and P are different... Today I realize I had to leave it all up to a higher power, and the prayer of serenity, seems to fit the majority of my life, CROSS-roads, and Crossed rifles...
GOD GRANT ME THE SERENITY
TO ACCEPT THE THINGS I CAN NOT CHANGE,
THE COURAGE TO CHANGE THE THINGS I CAN,
AND THE WISDOM,
(innate natural instincts), (common sense?),
TO KNOW THE DIFFERENCE...
It takes many years of long, slow, hard, and painful EXPERIENCE, to even get started on that last one...
(When a young, highly educated, 'professional?'; once asked me to just suck it up, and get over 'IT', I remained mute, but I remember what I was thinking,
'NOT WHAT IS UP, DOC?' butt rather,
'WHAT'S UP YOURS, DOC?'
(with a twist of lemon, red hot chili peppers, and a grain or a million, of rock salt,,,, peter) axm
Sorry for the long reply. Sometimes, I just get on a roll, like Sisyphus, and just let gravity take over... (LOOK OUT BELOW) (FIRE IN THE HOLE)...
(super-manic hyper-graphia, they say?)
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